I can't believe I'm saying this (typing this) but, I'm afraid.  I have made so many mistakes that I'm not sure if I should try another project. 
I envisioned a closet full of custom made garments.  I am far from that.  After messing up the Vogue 8898 dress I don't want to make anything for me.  I've made a few items for my girls but nothing to call home about.  I am going to take a break and rethink this.